Sunday, January 30, 2005

poem nanaman

Come my sweet, lay and rest
Your body, mind and soul
Soldier, you have passed a test
Which had often left men cold

Put down your sword and shed your armor
Take with it your face's pale pallor
Let me wash from you the scent of battle
That has left your heart cold and brittle

Let me warm your hands that had killed so coldly
Release all the silent burden which you carry
Scream, destroy or cry if you have to
Whoever said that a warrior can't shed tears too

Come, rest, seek comfort in my arms
Here in my lair, to you will come no harm
I would not steal your zennies, i assure you Knight
I am but a simple acolyte, who took pity on your plight

Hush, the war is over, the enemies are slayed
You sir are bloody, hysteric and a bit insane
Now, just close your eyes, and i'll blow out the candle light
I bid you the sweetest of dreams and a kiss goodnight

~owari!okay.. COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!

Fire poem

You light my darkest night
Oh fire, my fire, you burn so bright
Exposing the fears that i had laid to rest
Turning it to cinders with a flick of your crest

You tease me as you laughed and danced through the night
I didn't know that anything could feel so wonderful, so right
Utterly facinated by your fiery nature
Your one flaw, but in it I find the greatest treasure

And so I let you posses me
Hoping that in our madness, i'll be able to see
Your heart which you hide
A glimpse of your soul and your gentle side

I saw the shadow of the heart i seek to claim
Abandonly i thrust my hands into your flame
I felt your soul incite me to fever
A spirit so hot, it gives me shivers

I thought i had apiece of your ember heart burning brightly in my hands
Then suddenly it vanished as you smiled and melted thru the sand
Nursing my hand which you had cruelly singed
The scent of my burnt flesh is making me cringe

You had gone, as fast as you came
Laughing at foolish li'l me whom you suckerred in your game
Leaving me cold and burnt all the way to my soul
How was I to know you'd turn my heart to the blackest of coal?

Brittle as my heart, it shattered into pieces
Making me cynical and guiltless
So fire, now i play as you do
Tricking anyone foolish enough to love me true

~owari. THIS POEM IS MINE. PLS. DON'T copy it w/out my permission. thanks

I need a god damned hero

i so hate my life.. it's saturday and guess what? I'm going to school?! sucks.. doesn't it. My PC is tripping. it won't accept my floppies so i can't take out my prized files and post it here.. i still don't know how to include photos here in my dang blog and.. i'm going out of my friggin mind. I think i like somebody.. though i'm not yet that sure.. waaahhhh... i hate my life... i've been bitten by the 214 virus. I so dread valentines day.

so i leave you again a german poem crudely translated into english, it's a bit uhhmm.. graphic, so.. here it is..
Über die Verführung von Engeln
Engel verführt man gar nicht oder schnell.
Verzieh ihn einfach in den Hauseingang
Steck ihm die Zunge in den Mund und lang
Ihm untern Rock, bis er sich nass macht, stell
Ihn das Gesicht zur Wand, heb ihm den Rock
Und fick' ihn. Stöhnt er irgendwie beklommen
Dann halt ihn fest und lass ihn zweimal kommen
Sonst hat er dir am Ende einen Schock.
Ermahn ihn, dass er gut den Hintern schwenkt
Heiß ihn dir ruhig an die Hoden fassen
Sag ihm, er darf sich furchtlos fallen lassen
Dieweil er zwischen Erd' und Himmel hängt
Doch schau ihm nicht beim Ficken ins Gesicht
Und seine Flügel, Mensch, zerdrück' sie nicht.
Berthold Brecht
About the seduction of Angels
Angels are to be seduced fast or not at all.
Simply haul him into a doorway
Force your tongue into his mouth and reach
Under his gown until he's wet
Turn him face the wall, raise his gown
And fuck him.
Is he moaning somewhat uneasily
Then hold him tight and let him come twice
Or he might have a shock afterwards.
Warn him to wiggle his ass well
Coax him into grasping your balls
Tell him he's allowed to let himself fall
As he's hanging between Earth and Heaven -
But don't look into his face as you fuck him
And his Wings, human, crush them not.
Berthold Brecht, crappy translation by Makiko Igami
~~ as i've said, its not mine.. but it is quite wonderful, don't you think? well, pls. refrain from copying my posts.. thanks..~~

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

The Song i'm gonna sing to stardom... i hope..

i was not so happy being rejected in PPS* and S*IAM.. i wish i could have sang this song instead..

I Can't Make You Love Me
written by Mike Reid and Allen Shamblinas performed by Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
don't patronize
Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don'tYou can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't
I'll close my eyes
then I won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me
Morning will come
and I'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

~~weehh.. so appropriate for me, don't you think? oh well..

untitled poems by yours truly

untitled 0
Bring me to life
Give meaning to my song
Be the shiny sharp knife
that cuts right through all my wrong
Wake me up inside
Unleash the passion in me
Take my lips and give me life
Hold me hostage to set me free
Take me captive in your arms
Bind me to your side for eternity
Give me days of bliss and nights so warm
A love secured in the hands of destiny

here's another one..

Untitled 1
Another page to fill
from my awfully modern quill
wondering how to write about this attraction
That has blown my mind out of proportion
No, i don't want to write I love yous anymore
I've already read too much of it, it's becoming a bore
Not to mention meaningless and shallow
once eternal words, now truth's mere shadow
I don't want to outline things
to justify these feelings
His strengths and weaknesses, i don't want to share
I'd rather keep it here in my heart's private care
I'd gladly tell him that the shirt he's wearing isn't his color
and to follow the damned huge PUSH sign on the door
I would rather seem like a nosy know-it-all
Than have him discover that...

I'm not immune to his charms after all!

A Heart’s Goodbye
O death, welcome me in your bliss
Stop time, numb me if you please
So that in my mind his smile won’t surface
So my battered memory may find solace
See, I once loved an Adonis so fine
Everyday, I sank to my knees and thanked God that he was mine
He told me he loved me, Oh what farce!
No, there was no love from him, just aching scars
As I cried, his sweet voice is still haunting me
Even when I close my eyes, it’s his beautiful face I see
Now you understand my heart’s pain, why I must bid you hello
Embrace me now, protect me from the hurt, and please don’t let it follow

~I made this little treatise for my classmate’s art proposal. Nothing special… but please don’t copy it. Thanks..-

-I loved this one. A person in one of the forums I participate in posted this. I think it’s nice. Please don’t copy it. Thanks much!


Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong,
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks

I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man, who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "How big is my behind?"
I pray that this man will love me no end,
And never attempt to hit on my friend.
And as I pray beside my bed,
I look at the clown you sent me instead.


I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store.Amen.

~~~ funny isn't it?

that's it.. just transferring some stuff from my journal

the loser in me

hmm.. seems like everyone has been making blogs these couple of days.. well, here's mine. Please have the decency to keep the things that you read here for yourself.

i now leave you with Nikki Gil's I wish song from Coke's commercial..

Sana’y masabi sa awit kong ito
Lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko
Sana saan man patungo sa buhay
May pag-ibig, pag-asa; may saya at saysay
Sana sa bawat sandali’y matikman pa
sarap ng pagsasama,at simpleng ligaya
Tara na, sakyan lang, malay mo
Andiyan lang, andiyan lang… ang hinahanap mo!